10 minutes…. 20 minutes…. it’s over an hour…. What’s my problem? Why the heck not pick the phone and dial or send a message? Why it’s so difficult to start? I just keep on composing and deleting…. I have rehearsed at the mirror over and over and over again. I guess, my reflection is so tired of me for being a coward.
Hey, writing here is easier than finding the right words to say. I might stammer and pester him at the other end of the line. Or he might hang up on me and tell me to shut up. How will I start the conversation??? Awkward… awkward… It has been so long. I miss him so much. I hope he can hear my heartbeat now.
If I am talking to him now, I will start by saying… ‘Can you spare a bit of your time? Do you mind talking to me?’ … or maybe, I’ll ask ‘can we talk?’ or ‘can I talk to you?’ sounds better. Why the heck it’s so difficult to do? This is even harder than my Physics 3 examination….
Gee, help me out… I have suffered for so long…. Honestly, all I wanna say is I miss him so much and even how many centuries have passed, I am still loving him… that’s what you call forever. Amen.
I wish to hear his voice again. Will you tell him, if it’s okay I’ll call? Will you dare if you are me? I don’t know, he’s the greatest and wonderful person in the world. Hot and handsome too 😉
I miss you. I really do.
i luv u more
by Bruno Mars “Talking to the Moon”
I know you’re somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
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