Are still there tears left inside my tired eyes?
Can you find me at the bottom of nowhere?
Can you lit up the torch in my darkness?
Does my wound makes me bleed to death?
What a shame! Can I show my face to you again?
If I were a zombie, I will feel nothing at all!
If I go on with the fight, will I own the prize?
Why am I still clinging at yesterday’s remembrance?
How beautiful were the days you made me smile!
Those were the times when I was contented
Why can’t you give me the chance and the time?
I’m no longer sad, and I’m not crying anymore…
Yet, at times, it’s so lonely for I miss you so much
Definitely this sucks… I want to die in order to forget—
Still a portion of me is courageous, “I want to live!“
I’ll survive for I’m not born into this world to be alone!
My apologies for I kept on knocking at your door
There were times I disrupted your merrymaking
Such a disturbance, an annoying hag you want to get rid
I’m sorry for I can’t stop on missing you
Everyday seems empty for you can’t be reached
A broken arrow travelling with no direction
I’m deeply sorry for not stopping myself
Crooked dreams with big holes and loose ends
And forgive me if I still pray for your success…
I am definitely sorry for I’m being true to myself
Sorry that I take out the shield of my heart
It’s never your fault for this risk I willingly take—
Have you finally found your place?
One day, you’ll fulfill all your ambitions
I’ll celebrate your achievements in my silence
Sorry, if I can’t help thinking of you, my friend
Your image is still kept safely in the locker of my heart
Sorry, if my sketch of you is not good enough!
Don’t worry, I’ll try for I’ll never fall wrongly again —
All my apologies for all the errors I can’t comprehend!
by Nirvana “All Apologies”