Odd coincidences brought to me
God I have forgotten but You must be a joker
At first, it was a stop after the place
Constantly reminding me that evening
Or I’m passing by while he was sleeping
Then, some lookalike struck my core
That was my downfall, Judas’ silver coins
Thanks for the redemption and new hope
But of all places, somewhere I am here
Walking in the present of someone’s past
A century graveyard of one’s youth
Did I disturb the spirits with my wailing?
I am not looking at anything at all
The yearbooks of another’s memories
My courage to reconnect and discover
Bitter answers and cold painful words
I stared at him not looking back at me
He used to be that boy, my loving friend
What will I say to convince your heart?
What do you want me to do to believe me?
I owe you a lot, let me make it up to you,
How will I apologize for you to believe
I am deeply sorry? I AM SORRY ALL OVER AGAIN
Holding the yearbooks with teary eyes
Why you didn’t say a word or warned me?
Why you quickly concluded I couldn’t be trusted?
I don’t intend do break any promises
My creative diversions gave you life within
You should have known my sorrows
How I valiantly went on with wounded wings!
The yearbooks, the ghosts of your past
Haunting me with too much unhappiness
Don’t judge me as an evil creation…
FORGIVE ME, FORGIVE ME PLEASE!
I don’t know the boys at the yearbooks’ pages
Yet, this place witnessed phases of his youth
I CAN BE ANYWHERE, BUT HERE I AM!
I am so sorry!!! I am very very SORRY
Not walking out again, be my friend once more…
See, I told u so and it was no lie nor bluff!!!