I tried but I failed all the time.
I didn’t give up and kept on trying.
I am not a bad person, only different in many ways.
i love him very much
A LOVE BEYOND ANYONE’S COMPREHENSION
keeping my distance and hiding in silence
struggling for survival and suffering in darkness
but still keeping him in my heart
HE’S THE MAN I LOVE
he can be another man
but among all, he stands out
only that I failed him
unknowingly and unintentionally
for I was occupied fighting the test of time
I DON’T KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM
I’m scared and not in peace
Crying for forgiveness with a hole in my heart
Wishing to undo what I have done
Sorry for breaking a promise…
I can’t unlove him
Will I forget someone etched within?
Will I leave the place he used to belong?
What can I do to make it up to him?
What are the right words to say to grant me forgiveness?
I am out of words, not out of love
Forgive this fool
Ease the worries and sadness of my heart
Teach me how to love him
I kept on trying and trying
All I have is the goodness of my heart
The pureness of my intentions
i am so sorry
IF ONLY I HAVE THE CHANCE
THEN MAYBE HE’LL TEACH ME
HOW TO LOVE HIM MORE
i love him so…
BY Cohen Chang, Glee “I Dont Know How to Love Him” (ost Jesus Superstar)