You’ve got a mail!!!
I kept on composing and deleting. Several times I told myself ‘it’s alright’ but still I couldn’t. This time when I checked, no one really reverted to me. Again, I just said to keep on looking and looking, and trying and trying. Then, I remembered of that possibility of communicating via e-mail since I’m inactive in FB. After reading at all the postings again, there were no jobs suited my qualifications.
Then. I stopped and thought for it.
I didn’t know how to start. Maybe, the opening should be hello and the usual ‘how are you?’ When I started typing, my hands seemed to synchronize with my heart and the words just kept appearing on my screen. I trembled and was totally scared. After I am done, I took a deep breath and pressed send. It took me so long to press send but I don’t even know if the account was still used or not. At least, I tried.
Later, I realized that I didn’t proofread and my sentences were poorly constructed. It didn’t matter, as long as I tried in letting him know what was happening to my life lately. So, just like my application letters, I press sent without expecting any response.
I really hope that my words reached him.
Message sent: 4pm