One swallow does not make a summer, you know me very well.
I am disappointed and oppressed, I stood still on my ground even part of me already surrendered. I keep calm and pray. I trust God that He will answer me.
How do you judge me? There were so many instances you agitated and hurt me. I learned to forgive you, humble down and got over with it. I hope in your heart, you’ll know that I spoke the truth and I am for real. My choice of clothing maybe unusual but it doesn’t make me one of those girls you used to pick up along the roads. I did and obeyed what I am told, not due to desperation. I only proved that I am willing for love’s sake. I shared because that was what I am caring, generous and thoughtful. I am a strong and stubborn woman and no man ever crossed the line except you.
I maybe awful and lame but I tried even if I am so ignorant, scared and tensed. I am raised abiding God’s commandments and valuing righteousness and virtues. I love all the members in my family and I am willing to sacrifice for them. Indeed, it was never a secret to you how I survived in the past and in the present.
God gave precious gifts to me through my talents and skills. My parents educated me and I continued to further my studies to be more productive. I am not perfect and have faults. But, it doesn’t make me always wrong. I hope you’ll see the good sides in me, not the evil witch you painted in your head.
By the way, I am who I am with no skeletons in my closet. And my apologies for all the times I disappointed you and I hurt you too.
God’s words today, Psalm 86.