What’s with me? What’s with you? Wake up!!! Have courage and let’s not wait to be in heaven for our rendezvous. Not even a split of seconds… not even once… My prayers are yours that finally all the Jezebels will have no space in your abode. You’re eyes are widely open but you allow yourself be imprisoned in your own logic. Be free like the angel that you are, Gorgeous !!!
It’s a short-lived existence for some people that I used to know. I am grateful for the appreciations and my apologies for my choice of seclusion and not sharing my space nor breaking my boundaries. May the hands of God embrace you in the world where the living doesn’t belong. Heaven is waiting….
God bless andkeepsafe, Gorgeous! Remember: Safety First! I miss U 😘 so much. Good night, 🤟 ILY😽
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Even if I am standing at the edge of the world, I have all the reasons to be grateful. My apologies for being invisible and distant to everyone I cherished as my comrades, allies and friends. I never changed nor depressed, I only needed to face the sudden change of music on my own. Well, I may not have a penny in my pocket… it’s all right for I have a joyful heart filled with ❤️ I can’t thank you more, Gorgeous. Even it’s all in my head, it made my day…
🤟 Gorgeousxoxo 💋
See you & miss u2
May God bless and shield you from the claws of the devil!!!
Is it too late to greet, “Happy New Year!” Are we really happy? Nope, but we have all the reasons to rejoice despite the circumstances. A month after today, my number will increase… do you recall? You do and did even if you tried not to… I get you as always say to all my angels… speaking, what an awful today! Nonetheless, I am still grateful to have a good rest. I couldn’t sleep yesterday. I guess that I only rested for more or less two hours. But thanks to this unfortunate event, I finally had the Saturday for myself…. just doing nothing as always and expected.
Gorgeous, tragedies happen to all of us whether you are good or bad. It doesn’t matter as long as you can have a good laugh and find a purpose to a seemingly meaningless journey on earth. We are sometimes lost in heathen but with God’s grace there’s heaven.
Another worst day— wait? It’s a day I am free…. I lost a lot from the merciless and unjust rules… On top of that, I am missing my midnight angels. indeed, that’s how my story goes similar to the Baudelaires perhaps…always another Count Olaf hindering my passageways. Speaking of Count Olaf, I grieved for his death. He’s on villain that I wanted not to go…
Well it’s great to have a good rest after all… All by myself!
Miss yah, Gorgeous. ILYVM as always. See you and Good night! God bless…
After the decade, here I am… it’s great to be where I am now!
Missing you this time of the year, Gorgeous! Certainly, you too have the time of your life! Praise baby Jesus! We’ll get there… God bless and good night! Merry Christmas and forevermore cherishing you!!!
This is supposed to be my baby Jesus but it looks like a toddler than an infant. So, I quickly made a baby Jesus that’s simpler. I already cut it out and it will be an effort wasted if I’ll throw it away. Hence, I made some adjustments…. Behold! I have an angel! My DIY nativity almost complete…
Angels are real and they exist. They’ll bring us together once more, Gorgeous. Our paths our soon clear… after all, we are destined to be angels like everyone before us. Don’t worry with what you missed… we have an eternity to live by… 🤟😘
Good night, Gorgeous! MerryChristmas! See u, God bless. Nothing has changed
I’m not yet done with my DIY nativity. It’s been awhile since I’ve done this. Well, gotta finish it fast coz it’s almost Christmas. What present should I give you, Gorgeous??? You’ll never hear “Feliz Navidad” my version.
Good nyt & God bless dearest! Gorgeous, ILY 🤟 always! See yah🥰😘 again and again
There’s no use of cutting off Father Time, tick-tock the clock goes and I am here stuck in nowhere. Certainly, I never envisioned nor outline my life this way where I am back at the bottom. Not so long time ago, I fed my head with all the goals that I intended to achieve. Eventually the spirits of Jezebel and the witches of Camelot wrecked the castle floating on the clouds of my dreams. Come on, I put up a good fight only to be the one spurned and left to rot in the darkness. Was it my error to be unfazed by those little devils or am I cursed with my father’s blood?
This fiasco undeniably blinded me with my sense of purpose. As this old earth pirouettes, I will be dismissed in the minds of the little souls I moved and even the hearts of those friends I cherished. Perhaps, I am more than fortunate to find so many good friends and wonderful people in my lifetime. Honestly, I love and treasure all the memories I spent with each of them. Even if I am nowhere to be found and invisible in all social media platforms, those people I was with will always occupy special spaces in my heart. They’re the best and brilliant, and I just don’t belong anymore. Besides, how can I rise from the mud of nothingness? It turned that I don’t become the person whom I always wanted.
I wish, I wish… Gorgeous. I only have one wish… same wish I pray since I was little teenage girl while looking at the blue moon on the cloudless sky. Gorgeous, I wish, I wish… I hope the Star of David in Bethlehem hears me one last time…
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand?
Gud nyt, Gorgeous! Have a blessed evening. ILY & IMY. C U again & again…
All my life I waited patiently and my faith never ceased through this year. I am told to be very old but isn’t age just about numbers. This year is the worst time of my life. Nonetheless, I realized that it is the first time of my life when I feel relax and enjoying my sleep. It’s not only the Heavenly voices that I heard in my dreams but yours too and those love ones departed. I am no longer worrying or dreaming about work… Thinking of what to wear and what to do… I used to usually sleep with my work in my thoughts. Now, you are the first and last in my thoughts. Believe it or not! All we have to do is believe that we can do it! My talents wasted? I lift up everything to God. There’s always a time for everything. I trust in God’s time and plans for me.
You seems to have it all my dear but it’s like you’re dwelling in the house of glass. Gorgeous, it isn’t true that no one cares and everyone around is made of plastic. Gorgeous, I hope you silent your mind and heart to allow the Spirit of the Lord speak in your dreams.
My job was my life that my whole being was in turbulence. I was self-indulgent, no different from you. My dreams then were passing and no relevance at all. Likewise, I am more at peace now because I can sleep soundly daily. Above all, I am eating healthily that I am not caring the pounds I gained. (Wait, I should work it out!) Gorgeous, I am not wearing my heels and no fancy clothes daily. My dearest, material things give temporary pleasures. Why? Dig deeper on the theory of wear and tear…
Don’t be lonely, Gorgeous! Stop looking forward for popularity and praises! Be home within yourself and find me in the midst of the core…
ILY & IMY…
God bless you. May the Blessed Mother protect you too.
Last week, my nephew asked over the phone “what happened to Kira?”
I uttered “She’s an angel now!” And my sister sadly repeated my words.
Gorgeous just a week ago, our family faced a sad news about the unexpected and tragic passing of our bubbly, chatty and energetic little darling Kira. She was my very lively niece and she had the prettiest face. Aside from that, she had long beautiful, dark and full lashes similar to a doll. But, she had a short-lived existence. Our dearest angel departed at the tender age of six.
Today is the feast of Saint Barbara and the funeral of our beloved Kira. I looked at her sadly sleeping lifeless in a wooden box. I couldn’t help admire how she looked similar to a doll. She is always be our little darling. Rest peacefully, my dearest!
Goodbye Kira, you’re an angel now. I believe that you are with Saint Barbara together with Papa and grandma too. Your sudden departure is a dagger buried in our hearts particularly to your parents and grandparents. Our melancholy will not leave soon. Nonetheless, the thought that you will be in Celestial City together with our Almighty Father brings joy and warmth in our hearts. Wait for us in the Gate of Heaven, our little angel. Watch over us and lead us the way to the road of the King of kings.
Dearest Jesus, Kira’s with you. Saint Barbara her innocence and purity is preserved similar to you… and in the clouds she’ll be dancing and singing with you worshipping the Heavenly Father.
Gorgeous, life is indeed short. Our mission still continues, so let’s live meaningfully. God bless, Gorgeous! Good night! Keep safe.
ILY & IMY. God hears our prayers and He answers. See you again.
I thank the Heavens for everything especially for creating your existence. Perhaps, it’s lonely to be in your absence but I am never alone for I am always loved. Thanks for the angels I meet everyday and the blessings received each day. Thank you, Gorgeous for not departing my thoughts. You’re always the most gorgeous and special of them all.
Good night, Gorgeous!
Always know that you are forever cherished and loved.
I am thankful for the angels who adored and trusted me. Help me work on my skills so that I can do better. The presence of these assorted cherubim bring the glimmering lights in my darkness. Forgive for wanting more and I’m sorry for missing how I used to be. Please don’t take me incorrectly that I am not contented because every time an angel drop by, I always give my smiles, cheerfulness and my best. My Lord, I can’t thank you more.
Nevertheless, the longings always awaken me in the middle of the night. In the depths of my heart, I wish sincerely if only I can be there. Gorgeous, how to melt this loneliness? My life is what I asked for, simple and hassle-free. Yet, the products of my sleep tell me otherwise. Why can’t I get rid of you when our ways of living are not the same. Gorgeous, the limelight and treasure are yours of which I have none. You are in the pedestal with your sleepless nights while I am in a simple hut hibernating and sleeping more than eight hours. Gorgeous, if only you can find my lighthouse in yours…
xiàng kǒu dēng guāng hū míng hū miè 巷 口 灯 光 忽 明 忽 灭 The light at the end of the lane flashed on and off shǒu zhōng tián kā fēi yǐ lěng què 手 中 甜 咖 啡 已 冷 却 The sweet coffee in my hands is cold zuí jiǎo bù jīng yì xiè lòu xiǎng niàn 嘴 角 不 经 意 泄 露 想 念 The corner of the mouth is silent zài fā dāi de chuāng qián níng jié 在 发 呆 的 窗 前 凝 结
My loving father always reprimanded me to be a woman of God, pray from the heart in all occasions. Constantly, he would remind me to be forgiving and be contented with all my blessings. In addition, he also taught me to spend what I had and earn only an honest centavo. Thanks to him also that I’m independent for Papa always said not to rely on others for survival but count only in my abilities instead. Funny thing about Papa was he rejoiced every time I took courage to get out from my shell. My Papa with no doubt was indeed my most avid fan! Above all, my looks never mattered to him because he always said ‘my uprightness and benevolence are my crowning glory’.
Correspondingly, raising me wasn’t that uncomplicated. There were several times when I gave my father the hardest days of his existence (something I am never proud of but it’s true). I was not as obedient and diligent as my siblings were for I was a carefree spirit and my radical mind wasn’t programmed similar as the rest of my kin. Aside from that, I despised the rules and I sometimes didn’t abide them. Praise God for my abilities of learning fast and my likeable qualities that even I missed many of my classes, I pulled everything out with reasonable grades (and sometimes higher than my expected marks). Probably, it was my good karma! Despite my indelicateness, Papa never castigated nor discredited me. Instead, I would hear him saying to never underestimate what I could do and where my talents would lead me.
As I progressed in this complex world and with my father’s unexpected departure, I was running in circles and the flame within died out. The castle I built in my dreams for my Papa was destroyed by the waves of reality. Hence, I was contented with my simple life and little earnings. No great ambitions nor big dreams. Likewise, the twist and turns of fate, brought me to places I never desired. With every step on the way, I am toughened by all the storms in my life plus all the ebbs and flows. Gorgeous, this roller coaster ride isn’t breezy at all! Hold on, my dearest Gorgeous! I have your back!!! Of course, I’ll catch you when you fall all the time!
I am not born with wealth nor I didn’t choose the land of my birth place. However, no matter how difficult are the circumstances and wherever I’ll be, I am always be who I am and there’s not a single speck of shame with that, Gorgeous. My father should have seen and known that he raised me well for his Godly ways and kind-heartedness influenced and moulded me into a beautiful person (despite my shortcomings).
We’ll find what we all deserve, Gorgeous!
The likes and views don’t make anyone beautiful!All the vanity and fame will perish with time. You know what you already knew and always known.
Unfortunately, even if my muscles are so exhausted and my running nose is bothering me… There’s no stopping me from putting on the mask of my cheerfulness. Honestly, my head feels so heavy and I don’t even know what I am talking. I am not pretending to be bubbly but there are instances when I a lost in the space and out of track with what’s going on. Hence, the show must happen despite the warning of the jackal.
Chasing my grandma with all my might, only to be told that I have to return for wealth and someone are waiting for me. Thanks grandma, you are always the best! Gorgeous, the devil can pull me down for a numerous times that I have no purpose. Nonetheless, even if I have nothing, my sincere smiles bring joys to many. What’s the use of reading those messages of someone who caused my ordeals? Real? I responded because I have forgiven but I hope that person’s conscience will speak that those choices and decisions scarred me.
There’s no undoing of what is already done. My job can be taken from me that easily and money will perish quickly. Despite of the sorrows and darkness, no one can take my skills, goodness and faith. I don’t have to compare myself and get millions of likes to feel important. I am blessed in many ways. I hope that person knows what I have been through because those words sent are meaningless without knowing the extent of what I have been through… Happy? Define happiness to me. Don’t assume when you don’t know nothing… You may have a lot but hopefully the cash your earning will bring you access to heaven… After all, you can’t be buried with your treasures. Don’t pretend that you care when you absolutely know the depth of the wound you inflicted me. Thank God for removing me because there’s no heaven in your hell.
If there’s one thing, I want to redo Gorgeous is being who I am. In my nothingness, I returned to my old self. Bubbly and thrifty. I treasure every centavo and I always see the light at the end of tunnel. My grandma and the rest of them that I am not person who I was judged and presumed to be. I will not redo the bad things in the past. I never liked the drama. No money, no tears… but there’s just something missing…
As long as I breath, my affection will never perish and set forth to eternity. If my boldness isn’t worthwhile in this existence, beyond this realm I won’t let you go to the underworld. In your special day, I kneel down and pray for a blessed life with God in the midst.
For those who play it cool, everything seems easy. Yet, for one truthful and coward spirit like mine, I wanted to be over the day not doing anything. Nonetheless, my heart is possessed by you, it wouldn’t let me rest until I took the courage to send the message. I am so tense and feeling uneasy thinking what I did. Gorgeous, you certainly don’t have a clue how many prayers I had to recite and how many angels and saints I called to give me the heart of doing so.
I am fearless in many aspects of my life and for several instances I have proven to be a survivor. Nonetheless, my point of views don’t conform with the majority. Since my youth, I only wanted to be invisible and unknown. I could live with the rejections and being alone. Not even a single minute, I felt unworthy because I’m sure that I’m willing to do anything and everything to anyone. My fear isn’t holding me back. Perhaps, I am just a better writer rather than a temptress. There were so many presumptions about me. The truth, I keep sacred within me and the Almighty knows it’s true— the purest of them all!
Today, I took the courage to be thoughtful and forgiving. I hope that happiness is about living simply and doing less. Likewise, it pains me to do so little when I can do more. I can paint many images in my head for my comfort but it’s so sad to hold back when I have the power to make them come true.
Thank you, Lord for giving me the strength of the heart and wisdom in doing what I did. Thanks for not letting my conscience not rest until I did what I had to do. Whether it matter or not, You know too well that every word came from my purest heart.
Funny it is some names don’t matter anymore. Eight years ago that name was music to my ears and the only one mattered. Fast forward to 2020, even I had to say it each day. It’s just nothing but a name and person’s with the name vanished in my core. Likewise, you’re an exception, Gorgeous!
I am not that insane. This is an obsession. Excuse me, I am not the type who can easily be consumed with emotional needs nor I’m going to perish without a man in my side. With all truthfulness Gorgeous, I am quickly contented. No hassles and drama. Yet, there’s something missing….My heart is longing not the boys who used to matter but it’s you, Gorgeous.
How come you appear in the silence of the midnight? I wished to include the King Arthur and many more. Nonetheless, when the lights are off, it’s only you and no other man. Gorgeous, what powers do you possess to infect me with such illness? I am at the corner of the globe relishing in stillness and tranquility.
You might think that I’m just idling and wasting time. Well, you just don’t know a thing… Moreover, one thing is certain, I will never forget. How can I cease to reminisce your special day? I tried not to care but days before today… you totally have no idea, how I am constantly reminded indirectly—
Boy, when you’re with me I’ll give you a taste Make it like your birthday everyday I know you like it sweet So you can have your cake Give you something good to celebrate
Disappointments don’t end for the day. Why live with them when I am worthy to many? I let God in control and everything turns out well.
The nerve！Whatever they do, even to many deities they’re bowing down whether they use their bodies—- God is God! Whom shall I fear? No one can take away what God has already given. Miracle happens!
Gorgeous, this darkness won’t last long. There’s a light in our hearts that will lead our way. Follow the guidance of Heaven! We are not lost. God is making us better people!!! We are blessed. Praise God!
The Spirit of Jezebel is lurking in every corners of the world! Queen Jezebel is long gone but her spirit lives in our time…
Jezebel was Phoenician woman turned queen and nothing about her is positive. She was a wicked queen and wife to the evil King Ahab, had a reputation for murder, iniquity, and sexual promiscuity. She not only served as a thorn in the side of the prophet Elijah, but she also led Israel astray in their foreign worship of idols (1 Kings 18).
Jezebel took the throne with King Ahab during a time of political uncertainty in Israel. She worshipped foreign idols and re-introduced them to Israel (1 Kings 18), she slaughtered the Lord’s prophets (1 Kings 18:4), wrongfully killed a man to take possession of his vineyard (1 Kings 21:1-22:53), threatened to kill the prophet Elijah (1 Kings 19), and murdered anyone who protested her introduction of Baal worship into the kingdom.
In short, she wasn’t a great role model.
What’s distinctive about a Jezebel spirit?
Without question, the nastiest, evil, most disgusting, cunning, and seductive spirit in Satan’s hierarchy has to be what many call the Jezebel spirit.
It seems to be differentiated from other spirits that are more appetite-driven since this one tends to exercise the most cunning and diplomacy. It’s diabolical in how it secretly tries to rip apart relationships and churches from the inside out.
Once again, many denominations appear to be split on the defining characteristics of this spirit, but it does seem to show traits of hatred, seduction, calculation, and manipulation, similar to Queen Jezebel herself.
Many believe that this type of spirit may be Satan’s smartest and most cunning and evil spirit he has, and he thus dispatches this kind of spirit on specific targets so he can get the most bang for his buck.
Simply put, a Jezebel spirit is one of Satan’s higher-ranking, more intelligent demons if not the smartest kind of demon he has in his kingdom.
Let’s take for instance, a servant of God who dedicated all his life in ministering God’s flock and evangelizing to many particularly those lost souls. Nevertheless, someone with Jezebel spirit outsmarted him by using her femininity and sexual prowess luring him to a dance of fire while feasting the satisfaction of the flesh. The ecstatic adventure turned to be that man’s undoing because the one who possessed with Jezebel spirit used it to blackmail and manipulate him. The aftermath was his downfall. God always forgives but the society won’t forget. Take heed, Gorgeous for not everyone is soft-hearted and pardoning.
Here are some of the evil personality traits to look for with a person who has been operating under this spirit’s evil influence for quite some time.
Pure Evil and Hate
Highly Lustful and Seductive
Highly Self-Centered and Narcissistic
Will Always Seek To Be the Center of Attention
Very Judgmental, Critical, Condescending, and Demeaning
Overly Demanding and Manipulating
Cold, Ruthless, Cunning, and Calculating
Very Combative and Confrontational
Very Good at Lying and Cheating
Cannot Stand Any Type of Constructive Criticism
Hates All Prophets, Prayer, and Anything to Do With Spiritual Warfare
Will Be Capable of Giving False Prophecies, Visions, and Dreams
I missed how it used to be while making a Padlet post and Kahoots game for my L4 Catechism kids. I wanted to wake up the fast phase life and hear the noises of the children. Gorgeous, I am in solitude but God can’t take away from me what I truly loved. May God bless us all.
Moreover, my heart pours to the victims of the recent typhoon that destroyed so many livelihood and properties. Oh, Lord aid our land from the pandemic and calamities. You are blessed, Gorgeous! Thanks Heaven you have nothing to worry.
Eventually, the year began as the worst time of existence. It is very incomprehensible, how I ended to be where I am. The radical and compulsive, eighteen year old me wouldn’t imagine that I’d be in this cold situation. Possibly, I could be there for the ones I cherished heartily. Certainly, I wouldn’t just find comfort in my composition to express how great I am feeling for you, Gorgeous.
I am like a dog, Gorgeous because I am forever loyal to you as my master and there will be no other master for me. I will always want to shield you and I will fight your fight. Nonetheless, the pandemic has taken me faraway but my home is in your heart.
I am a god because I will look after you with my power and strength. Similar to a God, I will never question or doubt you. God loves unconditionally, I may not prove it and it sounds like in the bible only. Likewise, without any doubt, I want to do the same and will the same. Your past doesn’t matter and your mistakes won’t define you. Like God, I want you to be out of the hands of those who’ll only cause your downfall.
Whether you agree it or not, true love suddenly seems to be ones weakness and an armor. Loving isn’t easy if you’re unprepared to face the phantoms and nightmares. It can break or build you. With all the baggage that comes along with love, it is always beautiful despite sleeping thorns. A lot of people presumed that I am selfish on sharing myself to others or maybe I shut down all windows and double-locked the door of my heart. Incorrect! I do love and you know that too well, Gorgeous.
At my worst, Gorgeous…
Can I call you baby? Can you be my friend? Can you be my lover up until the very end? Let me show you love, oh, no pretend Stick by my side even when the world is caving in
It was a never-ending adieu. Then, I wished silently in my heart “I hope you could hear me say the same infinitely.”
I was told, “I will see you forever and ever and ever and ever!” What a sweet melody to my ears! I mean what I said, Gorgeous.
People just love in different and unique ways. I don’t browse online and sign-up in dating sites. I just know what I feel and I embrace it in my heart.
Well, there’s no right or wrong in expressing love. But, I hope you know what being ‘true’ means. I was told that the gift of the Holy Spirit and wisdom of God are upon me. If that’s the case, I am on the right track.
You don’t have to argue with me, Gorgeous. What you can’t comprehend is genuine and unchanging. The Lord above us knows better. Gorgeous, just learn to trust my words. I pray for you every night and day. It might be the least that I can do for now but it means more than billions to God.
I’m truly grateful that I got to see and be with you even it’s only within the realm of my sleep.
Gorgeous, you’re my infinity!
I miss you too. Peace be with you and God bless, Gorgeous!
An angel told me today, “see you…” while giving me out a big smile. It moved me because I always thought that angel never liked me but I am absolutely mistaken. The irony of life, the one you least expected will be your greatest surprise from Heaven. What do you think, Gorgeous?
My apologies, Gorgeous. I am not good with other things because my extra talent is hiding and writing. I am expert at suppressing feelings and pretending… but there are more words left unsaid. Thank God, I have this space. Gorgeous, what do you know?
I pray each day for you. Please don’t feel so lonely because God is always with you. I hope He’ll grant me the guidance and blessings to be with you. Gorgeous, I really and truly wish to see and hear your voice. I’m just scared… always scared…
I’ll stand up and be walking on my heels again…
I’m only one call away
I’ll be there to save the day
Superman got nothin’ on me I’m only one call away
Reachin’ out to you, so take a chance
‘Cause you know, I just wanna see you smile
ILY, Gorgeous! Miss U! Good night… sweet dreams… God bless! See u, later!
Incomprehensible twists of fate linked our pathways together that eventually separated oceans apart. Gorgeous, I repeatedly questioned myself “where the boys are?” I may not be the prettiest nor the the smartest in places I went but my colorful, naïve, bubbly and carefree personalities shone in my unique ways. In different chapters of my life, I had romantic entanglements that were brief and friendly with no strings attached. No commitments; likewise, they moved my heart at those moments. Gorgeous, I remember their names but I never dreamt any of them. Hence, I reminisced the boys; yet, the feelings no longer linger. So, Gorgeous, you’re such one of the kind for you are never absent in all my slumbers. Gorgeous, how do you have that power over me? I should have forgotten but I just can’t—
Call me weird but you appeared to be in need of assistance. Are you? I have no cash to offer but my skills are all yours to use. Gorgeous, if you needed me. I can always come to the rescue and no distance can stop me. I don’t bother or disturb others. It’s who I am. Probably, it is because I am very independent and I can be happy on my own. In addition to that, I am one radical thinker but gullible…
Gorgeous, I wish one day… you find my words of sincerity and devotion to you… I hope my words will move your heart…
Thank you for your unintentional thoughtfulness. You absolutely had no idea what I felt today even until this moment. It was a disbelief but I am overwhelmed with so much joy overflowing inside my heart. Honestly, I ignored a lot of people my whole life even the ones closest to me but you with you there was no escaping. I don’t owe anyone nor failed others but I ran away because I am no longer the same. My secondary friends and classmates are looking for me to attend for the reunion because I missed it for many years… ABSENT as always! I had a wonderful school life in all stages of my life because of the kindness I received around even if I kept misinterpreting the attention I got wrongly. So many of my previous students, even my closest relatives and childhood friends are trying to get me. Nonetheless, I am concealed from anyone’s view because of shame and unfilled goals in life. I felt underserving to all of them and I had nothing to offer.
Gorgeous, my downfalls led me into hiding and hibernating. Despite my efforts, I am unsuccessful and it seemed destiny in is unkind to me. What you brought to light today, raised some concerns within but thank God you are alright. Nevertheless, I am praying for your safety and always will…
Don’t you know that in the middle until the end of March I had a serious flu and so I self-quarantined myself. I was not tested because at that time, it wasn’t the height of pandemic in my place. Hence, COVID-19 testing kits were not easily accessible. I also hesitated of testing because I recently arrived from abroad and I would no doubt be declared positive. Thankfully, my self-medication and personal precautions worked. Above all, I didn’t control my food consumption. As a result, I put on a lot of wait. Hey, I am so embarrassed to show myself!
Gorgeous, thank you for sparing me a second of your time. I may have nothing now but I will rise from this downfall. Gorgeous, today is so unforgettable and so meaningful because of you. It was like walking in a dream… a million, billion, trillion, zillion… nope, an infinite ‘thank you very much!’
May my words of longings will reach all the way over the moon. Then, travel to you…
In a river of grief I am drowning And your grip is surrounding my heart Balancing on the edge of failure And relieved, should I fall Scattered dust upon my eyes A winding road taking you nowhere A winding road taking me home And my home is my grave
Faraway from you is a dead end You have no idea how much I’m missing you every seconds of the day…
Similar with the tax collector in the parable, I humbly acknowledge that I am sinner. I have sinned in my thoughts, words, deeds and for the things that I failed to do. I should be there to those people that I cared heartily but my feet are chained here.
God bless and may the angels give you sweet dreams, Gorgeous!
Don’t shoot! I’m all yours anyways! Hey, Gorgeous some people just keep on coming back literally and also in dreams. I have a series of unfortunate of events but here I am… I’m definitely the source of any man’s downfall instead I can offer a good chat and a meaningful laugh… a lot enjoy my company. Thanks Lord! My sadness is overflowing but the angels You sent me always made my day. Gorgeous, thanks for the night… No matter what I do— Gorgeous, I can’t escape. There’s no breaking from your GUN… I’m all yours to shoot because I am the most willing victim… LOL.
So early for Halloween… I stepped out to enter the House of Horror. It rained when I went out in our house. I joined my siblings to visit the cemetery and paid respects and tribute to my Papa, uncle, grandma and neighbor. The rain didn’t hinder us to remember the ones dearest to our hearts even they already departed the realm of the livings.
If you want it, take it
I should have said it before
Tried to hide it, fake it
I can’t pretend anymore
I’ve fallen in love I’ve fallen in love for the first time And this time I know it’s for real I’ve fallen in love, yeah God knows, God knows I’ve fallen in love
I can’t be mad at Disney coz I’m not a pessimist—- An optimist like me will never give up. My Disney tale will be the most beautiful story ever written… Gorgeous, our story is the most awaited untold tale will soon be available to many… I am working on my Heather-inspired artwork but I paused because somewhere out there you exist and you know that I exist too… Till we meet again… See you.
Sometimes there’s a need to bring your best foot forward… I may be taking the wrong lead and wrong presumptions but it doesn’t degrade my qualifications due to lack of clarity in instructions…. My brother is counting on me….
I felt bad for disappointing other’s expectations. I felt bad for my brother too… But another angel scribbled on a drawing ‘feel better’. I should feel better even if I am literally bleeding for a week now plus the fact I am constantly threatened… all I ever wanted is for the good of all and also for those people I deeply care and love.
Gorgeous, what seems so awful will turn better… enlighten the minds and hearts filled with arrogance and selfishness dominating the world.
I lift up everything to the Almighty! I don’t forget to say my daily thanks to the Master of my destiny.
Eight hours of sleep is everything coupled with two hours of afternoon slumber is life!!! You can’t pay a great amount for a sound sleep… Some people may have a lot cash and treasure but they are suffering from insomnia and emptiness. It’s true that ‘ great powers come with enormous responsibilities”.
It was the longest walk that I took and I even complained. What was the pair of shoes I am wearing? Surprisingly, I was unable to remember because I am mesmerized with the arch daisies above my head. Uncertain where the path was leading me, I was moving in circles with nowhere to go. Was it a disappointment to see a familiar face? I accepted my fate with a waterlogged heart losing my breath. Nope, I struggled to be back in my senses. Then, I found myself walking towards my heart truest desire!
Nowadays, what I truly believe is ridiculous and superstitions to others but others’ judgment won’t let me lose my equilibrium. Gorgeous, it is never my plan but I am certain God is with me. Subsequently, an angel assured me… Thank you very much sweet little foodie pea!!! It’s my daily pleasure to laugh and chitchat with you…
Gorgeous, you’ll never know and I won’t either… Our story will take unexpected turns… God knows better!
MISSIO means ‘to send’ and all over the world many baptized Christians spread around the world to spread God’s love and faith. Today is World Mission Sunday and theme established by Pope Francis is “Here I am, Send Me”. I joined the mission works two years ago and it was fulfilling. I felt blessed and I met new friends and acquaintances. The scene when I was crying at the port because of the nasty words I heard from my boss were erased when I gave my time unselfishly. I felt so alone ‘ENOLA‘ when my boss attacked me with her unfair and one-sided judgements. Thinking about it, giving my best then wasn’t wasted because I am certain that I moved so many hearts and no snakes could take that away from me. During the mission, I was appreciated with all sincerity and I didn’t mention that I could draw but I was noticed… those people truly blessed because they could see my skills without announcing it… Unlike in my working place, there were crabs who pulled me down…. I hope that I can go for another mission work and no more feeling ENOLA …
Yesterday, I shared to my Catechism kids about the importance of mission and what were our roles as baptized Christians. Before Jesus before ascended to His Father, he commanded his disciples to make disciples by spreading across the globe. As for our activity, I instructed them to make a poster and write a prayer about ‘World Mission Sunday’. The parents sent me their artworks and by looking at them brought me silent tears. I told my friend “I must be a good teacher!” All I wanted is to teach like Jesus do… unselfish, caring, considerate and understanding…. very very patient…
The deteriorating hopes of today sinks my heart to a void of worthlessness. I am the jacks-of-all-trade but no one is convinced of my skills and it doesn’t matter at all. Underneath the silhouette of the moon, its shadow casted upon me and I camouflaged to its darknessin a paradise lost where all the flowers withered.It’s probably sickening and nauseated to be in a place where no skills required and waiting for a time of nothingness. Oh, God…
It’s alright because there are no more pretense and hiding… one thing is certain, I am not forcing anyone…
Gorgeous, all the best! Keep it up! God bless you always. You are always included in my prayers. Good night and Sweet dreams always. C U…
What a funny dude! Tickling my funny bones. Simple words scribbled… WC. WC, what? WC, Gorgeous… always loving you With Care always and lasting. Oh my, how simple things remind me of you and the memories is all coming back to me.
There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed if I just listened to it Right outside the window There were days when the sun was so cruel That all the tears turned to dust And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever (forever) I finished crying in the instant that you left And I can’t remember where or when or how And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
Lyrics from “It’s All Coming Back to Me Now” by Celine Dion
I love you, baby And if it’s quite all right I need you, baby To warm these lonely nights I love you, baby Trust in me when I say
This was the most unforgettable scene of one of my fave romcoms of all time, “10 Things I Hate About You”. Heath Ledger did sweep my heart away while watching the flick. This was one iconic scene of an unforgettable legend like him. Too bad he’d left so soon but his works will forever be imprinted in the hearts of those who idolized him. Count me in, Gorgeous!
And my heart’s singing same way… I couldn’t take my eyes off you then even until now, Gorgeous! No wonder, I couldn’t get rid of you in my head even no matter how long it has been…. No worries, I am perfectly sane and I’m in a good place with no more drama! Contented with love and so joyous to be alive!!!
You’re just too good to be true Can’t take my eyes off of you You’d be like Heaven to touch I wanna hold you so much At long last, love has arrived And I thank God I’m alive You’re just too good to be true Can’t take my eyes off of you
No damsel in distress, don’t need to save me Once I start breathin’ fire, you can’t tame me And you might think I’m weak without a sword But if I had one, it’d be bigger than yoursIf all of the kings had their queens on the throne We would pop champagne and raise a toast To all of the queens who are fighting alone Baby, you’re not dancin’ on your own
By Ava Max “Kings & Queens”
There were several times, I questioned and recalled where did I go wrong. What have I done to forsake God? I never done this nor that… I did this and that… blah.. blah… All the frustrations are taking the toll and the shades go to my weight… Good for you, Gorgeous! You even lost a lot of weight! Absolutely amazing!!! For many of us, the pandemic gave us reasons to eat and eat!
You may think, I am not doing anything. Well, you’re absolutely mistaken. I don’t have to scribble in details what are the steps I’ve taken to save myself from falling to nowhere. Take note, I may be a hag but my skills won’t age and rust with time. Likewise, it will be polished all throughout…
God is good, Gorgeous! Hence, no need to rescue me, Gorgeous! Surprisingly, ain’t some helpless damsel in distress! I experienced the worst in the past beyond you can even imagine.
No matter how tough life will turn out! I will stand up, keeping my cool with my bright smile… My infectious laughter will make everyone laugh and bring joy to many hearts whether young or old. Thank God, I am a still a bit humorous in my corny ways plus my skin is still thick! Who ever thought, the voice I hated and the face people mocked had relevance in surviving. You will rescue the Barbie girls, won’t you? I won’t be a Barbie girl because my heart ain’t made of plastic and I’m one old school lady…
Not your Barbie girl, I’m livin’ in my own world I ain’t plastic, call me classic You can’t touch me there, you can’t touch my body (lyrics Not Your Barbie Girl by Ava Max)
Move away downers because jubilee is here! Leap high, jubilant spirits for it’s your turn to shine! Congrats, Gorgeous for finally you see with your heart!
I proclaimed, “No more, nonsense!” However, it’s impossible to quit because your haunting me in my midnight slumbers waking me up with your gentle touch and kisses. Gorgeous, there’s no getting over you!!!
Yehey! Let’s celebrate 🎉 for the Lakers won the 17th NBA Finals over Miami Heat. Last Sunday, I spoke with someone about the game. I was so engaged with the conversation riding a time machine… this is so high school! I was a basketball fangirl during my school days. I was so into that I even organised a basketball league in our neighbourhood.
Let’scelebrate! Thank God we are alive!
Let’scelebratefor each day is a blessing!
Remember that I love u 😍the most! I miss you a lot! See you!
‘Til there was you From the bottom of my broken heart
Never look back, we said How was I to know I’d miss you so? Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind Where do I go? And you didn’t hear All my joy through my tears All my hopes through my fears Did you now, still I miss you somehow From the bottom of my broken heart There’s just a thing or two I’d like you to know You were my first love You were my true love
Lyrics from the song “From the Bottom of My Broken Heart” by Britney Spears