by Lady Gaga and Ariana Grande “Rain on Me”
Livin’ in a world where no one’s innocent
Oh, but at least we try, mmm
Gotta live my truth, not keep it bottled in
So I don’t lose my mind, baby, yeah
Not because I didn’t say a word or commented to those green dialogues, I am totally dumb or absolutely innocent. I had my fair share of unfavorable curiosities that pulled me closer to the devil’s lair. Those were the days when I convinced myself that I could deal with my darkness. Lo and behold! The dexterous Satan dispatched his obnoxious minion. Then, I purposely plunged into the trap. It was erroneous in many angles but at least I gave it a shot. There was no looking back or feeling sorry on something that no magic could undo. No turning back… strictly no time traveling allowed! Furthermore, I must lived in the truth of my oversights because lying about it wouldn’t give me a visa or a reservation in heaven. All the in-denials would somehow project an image of a pretentious angel on the surface. Yet, if you would look closely, no more bright halo only huge unseen horns. Who am I trying to fool, Gorgeous? Why keep the lies bottled inside? For what? Piling all the negativeness will only increase my guilt that is suffocating. Indeed, it will certainly drive me insane… I don’t want to lose my mind, Gorgeous!
No need to discuss further for those were the days when I wanted to be distant from God and wanted things done my ways. I was enslaved with the ways of the world. In addition to that, for me being religious sounded funny, nerdy and ridiculous. Many years folded, I reformed and transformed. Thanks to the people whom God sent to save me from falling out of grace. In all the twists and turns of my existence, it’s my faith that rescued me from all my downfalls.
It rained almost the entire day. Hence, my past time on playing with the formation of the clouds was substituted with song of the raindrops. Did the rain make me lonesome? Partly, yes! But, it became a song to remember because it always rained in many days of the past literally and figuratively in your presence. Moreover, the memories with you kept on flashing back like a movie playing in my head. Your thoughts and presence were unstoppable, it rained on me continuously.
Gorgeous, I hope you will read this and I won’t mind if you’ll laugh at my silliness. It’s alright. One thing for sure, I don’t talk so much but I know more. I don’t say a lot but I am never that naive. I don’t brag about my sins but I am never a saint. Each day I am struggling to keep my holiness intact because the demons inside won’t give up on breaking free. How do I deal with that? I pray. I keep on praying and there are times when I pray in tears. Honestly Gorgeous, I am no different from the rest of the world. Thus, I need God’s guidance in my life and also the intercessions of angels and saints to keep me on the right track. If I’ll disregard them for a split of second, in just a snap of the finger, I will surely do notorious deeds. Satan is just at the corner, looking out for the opportunity to trick me once more. So, help me dear God!
Gorgeous, only those with God in the Celestial city sinned no more. Similar to both of us, those who are living on earth are prone to sins. Gorgeous, we’re humans after all and we are bound to our imperfections. Thus, forgive me for my faults and my nasty thoughts. I may not or deliberately did them in some occasions … I am very sorry….In addition, remember that I am always missing you and forevermore loving you.
Good night, Gorgeous! God bless! May the good Lord, bless and take us from the incorrect ways of the world! And your memories will RAIN ON ME in my sleep… The queen is back Gorgeous… I love Lady Gaga! (you know that). The collab with Ariana Grande was superb! (I’m out of words!!!) No wonder it is still reigning among all the trending videos on YouTube even after almost a week of its release! Good night, Gorgeous!!! Rain on me and I’ll rain in you too… Take note, you’re my galaxy! Sweet dreams!!!